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[21 Jun 2005|07:56am] |
Holy shit.
We're seniors now.
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[21 Jun 2005|07:52am] |
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Who the fuck is Derek to say that I have no life? The boy's best friend is the fucking internet. God forbid he gets off the god damn computer. He's such bull shit. Ha ha. I have "no life".
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[24 May 2005|03:27pm] |
So I am officially beginning to pretty much hate Derek. A) For being mean to Emily the way he's been and B) Because of how he treats people he doesnt even know.
So just because some kid likes Bob Marley, or Led Zeppelin, or any other band that didnt just pop up within the last 10 years, means that you hate them? Thats so fucking stupid. What a jack ass. He hates kids that wear shirts like that.....MAYBE THEY LIKE THE MUSIC???? Oh, no, that'd be dumb, huh.
Fuck off.
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[23 Apr 2005|07:59am] |
I've been so fucking depressed this past couple of months. And I actually want to die. I fell asleep last night driving home. But the road had rumble strips on it that woke me up. I remember waking up and correcting myself and thinking "I should have just kept going".
Im going to a show today at 5, to talk to COI.
I fucking hate everyone
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[19 Apr 2005|11:19pm] |
Everyone did their part in making me feel better today. Even a total stranger from the band With Haste.
:)
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[19 Apr 2005|04:12pm] |
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Everytime I think about it, I want to throw up. I've been lead on, hook line and sinker. I need to cry so bad. I fucking cant believe it.
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[19 Apr 2005|01:58pm] |
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FUCK YOU GOD YOU'VE BEEN FUCKING ME OVER EVER SINCE I WAS LITTLE CANT YOU JUST GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!? PICK ON SOMEONE ELSE FOR ONCE!
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[19 Apr 2005|01:38pm] |
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Oh god damn it shoot me. I wish I DID die in my sleep last night. I havent felt so shitty in forever. I hate myself. Im so stupid. DUH rita DUH why did you even THINK like that. Idiot. Im so fucking stupid. Im and idiot. I want to go back to how I was in freshman year. I cant be like this anymore. I need to fucking be cold hearted. I have to stop caring. I have to stop thinking that Im actually worth it.
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[19 Apr 2005|01:33pm] |
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Jesus christ. I want to throw up. No, I want to cry and THEN throw up. What the hell happened? It kind of feels like Im having my heart ripped out of my chest. Nothing happened. I feel like I did way back in the day where something happened with a certain someone, and I didnt stop crynig for a week. Where I would hide in the car and cry for hours, or in the bathrooms at school. Im so pittiful. Dont listen to me, ignore this entry.
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[19 Apr 2005|12:56pm] |
Earlier today, I called Gordon, and his little brother picked up. And I was like "Hi! Can I talk to Gordon" and he was like "Let me guess, its Rita" and I was like "ha ha, yessir, what other girl is going to call your brother" it was so cute.
I just watched the election of cardinal ratzinger to become pope benedict the 16th. He looks like the guy from M.A.S.H. if you look at him from far away. I dont trust the way he looks though. He seems a little shifty.
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[19 Apr 2005|11:48am] |
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I just got back from bathingsuit shopping with mom. God damn do I hate shopping. But anyways, She told me to get two suits, seeing as how If im out on the boat and in the pool all the time, they get worn fast. So I did. I got one thats mostly red with black and white on it, and then I got a black and white one. They're both the same style. Infact, they're the exact same suit, just different colors ha ha. Oh well. I guess we're going out to dinner TOMORROW. So im gunna see if myboys want to go on the boat today. Yeey!
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[19 Apr 2005|08:56am] |
Have you ever been so cold you've just wanted to crawl into the oven?
I've been up for 2 fucking hours, and Im bored as hell.
And I missed like 0592384750923784 chances yesterday.
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[18 Apr 2005|10:54pm] |
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I am so fucking tired. Im sorry everyone if Im a drag to be around. I understand. I honestly cant remember the last time I was truely happy, theres always something eating me up inside, and I tend to space out alot when I think about it. After I dropped everyone off at home, I cried, and I actually asked god to kill me in my sleep. Im not depressed, just sad, and frustrated, and sick of being so tired all the time. Fuck. Im hungry.
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[18 Apr 2005|11:30am] |
I just got some food, so why am I still starving? I'll tell you why im still starving.
On my way home from getting food, I was driving behind tracy, thinking it was just her in the car. I get home, and its tracy and riley, so I run into the house and get like 2 fries into my mouth, when riley comes in and eats my fucking burger and gave the rest of the fries to the dog and the pig.....Tracy drank the sprite.
DAMN IT
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[18 Apr 2005|10:06am] |
everyone i know was in the auditorium in our school, and then i was walking through the hallway, and i was on stilts with really big shoes on, and then some girl started having sex with my shoe, and like stuck my whole foot in her vagina
That was my dream last night
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[17 Apr 2005|08:11pm] |
"I drive a geo one day while driving down the street i saw a cat and imagined myself jumping my car over it when i realized that i could make my car jump i got mad and swirved toward the cat i got it"
That quote reminds me of aaron SOOO much
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[17 Apr 2005|04:37pm] |
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I cut off what was left of my mohawk. And dyed my bangs pink and the rest of my blond spots green. Gotta stay with my pink and green you know. Ha ha. Yesterday aarons dad was like "you're always going to your house, you should come here more often" does that mean his parents like me? If so, WOOP. Most people think im a bad influence on their kids.
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[17 Apr 2005|04:34pm] |
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The Cd that aaron burned me makes me cry
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